I have a Dream

If there is no good left in humans hearts...in ppl hearts...that mean that God doesn't exist ...and in that case Death will be merely death. no matter what the next generation have for us... as humans before being any thing else...in this age in these years... i will trust that god really exist ..and that my way will be lighted.....that i will not be a slave ..the new slave of this era .....as long as there is true compassion in human heart....
am not a machine .....am not an animal ....am human ....smart ...sensitive man..but human before any thing else......and am strong one...i just did some mistakes in my life..as every human .....and i like Nelson Mandela from the bottom of my heart....no matter what any one else say.....nothing more nothing else.....
i have a dream ....that we are all born equal.....either its true or not... I don't care....i will always be a dreamer.....that all humans once and some day will be one big Family....
Straight from the heart.......

This was 4 march /2014 

I wonder i have seen in Tokyo metro yamanote line to make me feel this way.....,🤬i can't stop cursing in my quit mind ...

Today is Friday 28/ july / 2023..

漢字 1

1. 偉：イ、えらい：admirable
2. 囲：イ、かこむ、かこう、かこい；surround、store。
3. 委：イ、ゆだねる:committee, entrust to.
4. 意：イ、idea,mind,heart.
5. 易：イ、やさし、やすい：simple, easy,,fortune telling.
6. 移：イ、うつる、うつす：move,change,shift
7. 胃：イ、stomach
8. 衣：イ、ころも、きぬ、garment,clothes, dressing.
9. 違：イ、ちがう、ちがい、ちがえる、different
10. 位：イ、くらい、ぐらい、doubt, grade.
11. 域：イキ、range, limit, region
12. 育：イク、そだつ、そだち。bring up,grow up
13. 一：イチ、イツ、ひとつ：one.
14. 依：イエ、よる：reliant,depend on
15. 圧：アツ、エン、オウ：pressure, push, dominate.
16. 安：アン、やすい、やすまる：cheap, low.
17. 印：イン、しるし、しるす：stamp, seal, symbol 
18. 員：イン：employee, member.
19. 因：イン、よる、ちなむ；cause, factor, associated with
20. 引：イン、ひく、ひき：pill, jerk, admit
21. 飲：イン、オン、のむ；drink,smoke
22. 院：イン、institution, temple.

Fearless

The goal is 1000 kanji

The new goal 1000 kanji in 5 month
i started that and am going to add my improvement every day.

عدت اليكي يا مدونتي عدت اليكي فقط حتى اكتب صفحات قلبي عى جدارك الاصم فتقبلي صمتي و تقبلي حبي وتقبلي قبلتي الأولى فأنت من سيسمعني فقط (_ _)

invisible

i just need invisibility hat i just need it

Happy new year for my best friend

mmm i don't know what to say this is my first new year in japan and its not bad but i don't know if that is the case but you feel more alone in japan more than any place else .but frankly i just can't care less i have get used of loneliness, it has become my friend since along time and since the first time we agreed to be good friends she had never left me alone .although we have had our disagreement but its the case with all the friends .it is always there for me even if i hadn't call her .
the only friend in the world that i feel that i can tell him every thing every bad and good thing is her and she never refuse to hear me out, she never betrayed me  ,i am never ashamed of telling her any thing and even though i don't like her opinion about allot of thing but she has always told me the truth and pointed to the right way for me even if it seem crazy some times but i think she just can see things differently from another angle that i can't see .way i feel relief   when she is next to me i don't know i truly feel peace with her ,,,,i feel away from this noisy technology and headache out there in the world,,, i just feel free. i used to hate her actually the first time i saw her i thought she was very ugly and boring and too dam cold .how i couldn't see her beauty i don't know way .then i don't know when exactly i just become in love with her and why don't ask me why !!!!!!??although its just me and her but i feel so powerful so confident when i feel her next to mee .am just writing this to tell you that i have lived the worst and the best times in my life with you so happy new year from the bottom of my heart i hope all the good in the world for you and i Will always be their for you the way that you have been their for me.

لحظة ألم

اشتقت اليك لا ادري لماذا ولكني اشتقت اليك بالرغم من كل ما كان ولكني اشتقت إليكي لربما لإني غير ناضج لهذا, لربما شتتني الحياة لهذا .لربما فقدت الرغبة في شيئ جديد .وتناثرت أشلاء نفسي بين حبين ولكني اعرف اني اشتاق اليك في كل نفس وفي كل نسمة تأتيني من بلادي ...والأغرب انك لا تشاريكيني بلادي لربما هذا ما أحببته فيكي ,لربما هذا ما ربطني فيك .فقد كنت دوما تائها دون وطن دوما تائها دون دين دون طائفة في بلد مزقتها الطوائف فإن لم تكن من مكان ان لم تكن من جماعة فأنت خارج عن كل دين خارج عن كل قانون انت خارج عن الوطن إن لم تأكل فإنت سوف تؤكل .
لا أعرف متى تولد عندي كل هذا الكره لرجال الدين لا أعرف متى أمن يوم كنت في  تلك البلاد البلاد البعيدة التي أدعوها وطن أو يوم تركتها لأصل لهذه البلاد الغريبة التي ادعوها الان وطن غريب لا أعشق فيه شيئ لا أهوى فيه شيئ وكل ما أراه فيه هو  لا شيئ .وما يذهلني من اين له كل هذا الصيت واليوم يعود الي كل شيئ لربما قصة قرأتها اخترقت قشور قلبي لربما حياتي المبعثرة لربما و لربما ولكن لا اعلم اين
من اين ابدأ من يوم النكبة او يوم النكسة من يوم اللقاء او من يوم الفراق لا أجرؤ على على الحديث لا اجرؤ .لربما لأني أعلم بعمق الألم لربما لأني احسست به يمزقني من الوريد للوريد ببطئ سادي نازي حقير.ولكن كل شيئ من بعده توقف مجرد صمت دائم خدر دائم في كل الاعضاء اصبحت لا أقوى على الشعور و أصبحت لا أقوى على الوقوف لا أجرؤ على الحب لأاني لا أريد ان انسى جماله البريء.